there have been a lot of changes in my life lately, some good, some bad. i know i haven't updated in forever so i decided to just do a bulleted post, to make it easier ( Read more... )

HE NAMED HIM CHARLIE. D: omgosh, that made me so incredibly... sad. oh lost, what do you do to me. and WHIDMORE, you fucker, i wanna punch you in the face! but i'm pretty sure i saw kate's lips kissing jack's stubblyface ones in the preview for next week, so i'm kind of okay with it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY knightensen! i hope you had an awesome day, kel. i love you ( Read more... )

i feel lonely. it's depressing that i'm not as big of a part of lj as i was anymore, because i miss getting a lot of comments and being able to talk to people through them, when now i barely get any. it's also depressing when people you used to be friends with don't seem to care about you anymore, and even more so when you are still making a big ( Read more... )

this is pretty much a smorgasbord entry, i suppose ( Read more... )

i feel so stressed outttt ( Read more... )

it makes me so depressed sometimes when i look at other peoples' facebooks and see all of their pictures taken where they're out hanging out with their friends at bars (though, don't get me wrong, it does get a little excessive sometimes) and have all these friends and inside jokes from college, and they post pictures of their roommates and dorm ( Read more... )

it seems like a constant in my life lately that my home life is shitty, and it really sucks ( Read more... )

So not only do I have to go to my gramma's funeral on wednesday and calling hours tomorrow, but i have to find an apartment this week. When brian and I broke up, I got zoe because he doesn't have enough time to take care of her without me, so she's been staying at my house. Well, yesterday I got a big lecture that I can't keep her there because she ( Read more... )

my grandma died this morning. I didn't really talk much about her on here cause she's been in a nursing home for a few years with advanced alzheimer's. But i was the only local granddaughter and we were really close. Even when she was sick i was the only person she always recognized and talked to consistently. I'm really sad about it and even ( Read more... )

brian and i broke up. I knew it was inevitable and best for both of us right now but that doesn't stop me from feeling miserable and like someone is ripping my heart right out of my chest.